I was browsing his Facebook (and I don’t know why I did that haha) Oh well after browsing, something came up on my mind. Hmm.. He is just a gentleman. That’s why he’s like that to me. Well not just me but to other girls as well. I guess it’s my fault. Haha. Cause I misinterpreted him being sweet to ladies (like me lol)
Yes! I always feel the butterflies every time he talks to me, and says something sweet, something nice. I am trying to control myself, not to fall for him. I try not to get jealous, and yea.. I guess it’s now working. Haha. Unlike before. Before I was kinda paranoid. “How come he’s not replying to my messages? Is he really that busy? Oh I think he’s talking to other girls or a new girl on Facebook” something like that. And yea.. I was stupid! Haha Like duh.. I am not even his girlfriend. So why react?! Haha. Felt sorry for myself too.
Good thing of what he did, I realized I should entertain other guys. I just started dating again, haha. I talk to them over the phone, exchanging text messages etc. I know my cousin (and his cousin too) is against it. She doesn’t like me dating other guys. She only wants him for me, and me for him (playing cupid lol) but like he always says, “let’s see” 😉